when something snaps

So being blissfully positive carries its own risks usually, especially when thinking about near future and your ability to handle important tasks at hand, like work or getting a uni degree.

I was incredibly fascinated by LSD, Ketamine, powerful transformative experiences that shape and redefine your understanding of how your life works.

Sometimes that becomes a coping mechanism to always delay what you want to do, and then you’re usually kidding yourself.

But, the silver lining is, when you reconnect with things that make you passionate, you stand a chance to forget and maybe look at yourself differently.

I learned you can keep that colour and optimism, and to quiet whatever lingering thoughts hack at you when you’re learning and doing what you want to do, not what is expected to you.

Life’s cute like that, and logging progress seems to help with grounding yourself always.